Why this blog?

I am posting a version of these blogs on myspace because I met someone there who was searching for answers. I told her that I could be totally honest, totally transparent about who I was and where I'd been so that she could see, through my weakness, the goodness of God and how He can change people. I thought, now that I've started on the path to truthfulness about who I am and who I've been, I should probably continue with it and post the same blogs here as well. Be gentle with the material, most of it was written with tears running down my face.